Oh, it’s one of those periods where I can’t get the blogging mojo up off the ground. Here are some bits.
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I got a new camera. It was time for an upgrade to something professional, so I got the industry standard for commercial photographers, as well as a few good lenses. It was hours of research to figure out exactly the set up I wanted, and the results have me blissed out and really excited. With the right gear in my bag, the only thing standing between me and making a decent living as a photographer is myself. Knowing this is a tremendous relief, and also a great big burden: now the only thing standing between me and making a decent living as a photographer is myself!
Ah well. Bring it on.
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I wonder often if have something wrong with me, like Aspergers. My brother-in-law made ridiculous statement the other day, and I was all wide-eyed going “REALLY?!” while everyone else laughed at his joke. When I was about 14 I kept a list called, “Words and Phrases people use when they are being sarcastic”, and I really needed it. I don’t now, but only because I have it memorized. It’s just not something I instinctively pick up on. I also don’t do “nice for nice sake”. I say things that are honest, and then realize that they aren’t spectacularly kind, and I always want to be thought of as spectacularly kind.
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Poor Matty’s ear infection is better. It was 10 days of squirting in a wash that made him dizzy, and then some medicine, and then at night more medicine and a pill. Now it’s just pills, which is easy since he likes anything if you glob peanut butter on it.
Clearing it up by keeping on top of his treatment was very satisfying, and I am proud.
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I skipped blogging about Weight Watchers last week, because I was tired of thinking about it. It is exhausting to think of every single thing you put in your mouth as a matter of course. My leader said something so wonderful last week, that deserves writing down: 98% of plateaus and gains are a result of loosened efforts and are, therefore, controllable. Usually that control looks like stepping up the workouts or cutting back further on calorie intake as your body adjusts to your previous efforts. That sucks! It’s like, work hard, then work harder. But it’s the way it is.
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Bronwen is an internet-turned-real-life friend from Australia and HER friend was visiting New York. She asked if we would meet her for dinner, so Naomi came out to Brooklyn and we ate. Then we drank, and then we had drinks in our living room until 2 am. I explained how Fahrenheit degrees work, and we both agreed it was stupid and confusing and that Celsius is superior.
We all liked each other, and Naomi promises that I can crash on her couch if I ever want to trek over to the other side of the world.
This is why I love the internet.








I can’t wait to start seeing the photos that come from all the new gear!
Also, I don’t think it’s Aspergers, I think it’s just an INTJ thing. Most of us are a bit socially dense, and since we’re only a small portion of the population we stick out.
I hope you get to go to Australia someday to couch surf! That sounds fun!
Brianne
27 Jul 10 at 6:31 pm
In my professional opinion, you do not have aspergers. You just don’t read sarcasm (tone) as some people do. I’m glad you have your list memorized, though, so you can handle friends like me
Stu!
28 Jul 10 at 12:45 pm
Having never met you, but as a subscriber to your podcast, I do not think there’s anything wrong with you.
The next time I’m in NYC I may be brave enough to ask you to take my photo.
Have fun with your new camera!
Jessica
28 Jul 10 at 4:24 pm
I emailed Brianne, but I’ll post publicly, too: her comment rocked my face off. I feel so less weird now. Still weird (my personality type makes up a mere 1-4% if the population!) but less so.
Jess, I’d love to shoot your cute face!
theambershow
28 Jul 10 at 5:05 pm