I remember this feeling; it’s obsessive and nervous, frustrating and really annoying. I’ve taken for granted that I don’t have to deal with it anymore, it’s been nearly forgotten, and now it’s back. It’s different because everything is so different than it used to be, but it’s there. It’s not jealously, but it’s kind of close. I miss Rob. Here I am in my grandma’s couch in Connecticut and he’s not online and I don’t know where he is and I miss him and I can’t do anything about it and I’m frustrated. I can call, I guess, but that might spoil everything. I kind of like missing him.

OMG HE IMed ME! GTG!